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Yo its me jason, i havent used this site in like forever but i need a place to let my shit out..........last night i was at matts party cause he just turned 18 and me and christina got in to an argument like we have been doing for like the past week........ i hate arguing with her but sometimes we pick fights with each other for stupid reasons........ god its dumb....... but the good news is we made up and we were all happy..........untill right before me her and matt left.............. some how the question of if i have feelings for Sheri came up........... i cant lie to her so i told her.......WHAT?......... thats right i told my girlfriend that i am attracted to one of my friends Sheri............ oh my god was she pissed......... what am i supposed to do cause its not like i want to try get with her.......... thats not it......... i wouldn't do anything to mess up what me n Christina have together......... she is worried that im gonna cheat on her but its not true i would never cheat on her plus Sheri isnt like that.......... she doesn't know im attracted to her and she knows i have a girlfriend and she wouldn't do anything to hurt that........... Sheri's to nice for that.......... i mean damn this sucks......... i can't help who im attracted to........... Christina asked me if i like Sheri or if its just an attraction.......... my answer......... just an attraction.......... i did like her at one time but i dont now because i love christina............. y must life be so hard and confusing............. Christina was crying about it and shes so insecure with me now.......... she has no reason to be though........... i told her not to be insecure and she told me "then don't give me a reason to be."........... so no longer am i gonna hang out with JUST sheri.......... i can hang out with her because she is still my friend but not just me n her which i haven't done because its wrong for me to hang out with a girl (jus me n a girl) when i gots a girlfriend...........Arghhhhhhhhhh............. i cant stand this y cant life be easier.......... well anyway i had a long talk about it with Christina and were ok now so yea i guess things will get better........... the only thing is that if i ever have any feelings for Sheri like that i have to be honest and tell Christina......... which isn't a problem cause i am totaly honest with her already.......... and she knows that i can't lie to her so when she askes i got to tell her, im gonna tell her if i do or don't............ it will depend on if i do or don't at the time.............. so yea if anyone actually reads this........... do me a favor and leave me a comment on it............... even if you don't know me or these people.......... i always like a little constructive critisism............ so buh bye for now............ ill right again soon with my dramas. -A LOST SOUL LEFT BEHIND- |
